Your Dillemmas Are My Distractions

mickey mouse pullover from f21

Saturday night:
- "Just put it in a bag" "And what? Carry it around?"
- "I hope no one rapes us." "Don't worry, there's a fence." "Um, the gate's open.."
- "Are you calling me big? I'm sorry I'm such a roundie."
- "Slaggy Lindsay." "What?! ..OHH!"

Aww, Demitaay! ♥


ring on the left: diva, rose ring: f21



I've been feeling a little iffy lately. This week is going to be fairly busy. I can't wait til summer, because by the time the heat rolls around, uni will be over, the insecurities and paranoia will disappear, and hopefully everything will have fallen into place by then. I'm really itching to go shopping actually. Never mind that I went to both DFO and Chadstone on the same day..


denim shorts: grab, assorted bracelets: diy + pink poppy

Now Playing: Aqualung - Something To Believe In

You talk too much.
Maybe that's your way
Of breaking up the silence
That fills you up.
But it doesn't sound the same
When no one's really listening

Stumble To The Floor

HELLO!
Yep, I'm still alive. How unfortunate. :) Apologies for the lack of posts, I've been feeling a little sick lately. Exciting news: I will be seeing Birds of Tokyo next Friday, as well as Amy Meredith at the end of next month. October, you just got more attractive.





How adorable is Alexa Chung's collection for Madewell?! Ah, it's all so purdy. The other day, I was looking for a dress to wear to S' engagment party, and I failed miserably. There was nothing! Maybe it's just me, but shopping at shopping centres has lost it's shine (with the exception of Forever New). Camberwell market, I blame you.


all photos sourced from madewell

Now playing: Birds of Tokyo - Plans
Hopeless dreamers, hopeless types
Shedding skin you show your beauty scars
Don't forget me or who you are

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.

I finally caught up with my bpc girls last night for a night of karaoke, good timez, and vodka + coke. Q sure can handle her liquor..! Here are the funny moments that I can remember summed up into five dot points:

- "They're eating each other! Literally!"
- "I think you want a quick fuck."
- "So why are we touching the walls?"
- "BOOM BOOM BOOM I WANT YOU IN MY ROOM"
- "11:15 train? You're half an hour late."



True story.



Now playing: Linkin Park - Numb

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

The Fear of Falling

sources: 1. leflassh, 2. quickpwn, 3. simplybreakfast

Things to look forward to:
- Grey's Anatomy Season 6
- A brand spankin' new Summer wardrobe
- Summer: the sunshine, shorts & tees, lazy days, balmy nights, the beach, eating ice-cream and not feeling like you're living in the wrong season.
- iPod Touch 4 *insert excited squeals of delight!*
- More fulfilling breakfasts
- Mid semester break..!!
- Birds of Tokyo gig
- The arrival/retrieval of my UO/F21 goodies
- Ikea luffin'
- Seeing all my lovelies again
- Not the Melbourne Show
- Seafood pasta
- Engagement partaaay
- Giving in to mint green nail polish & tan brogues
- New season of BIG BANG THEORY

Now Playing: Birds of Tokyo - Circles

These dark days are getting harder, I feel I'm treading water
So will I sink or swim?
Roll on, push a little further, I keep saying is this worth it
Or should I just give in?

Sing me a lullaby, sing me a song of change

source: punkndisorderly

I'm sorry I'm so bitter inside, I hate myself for it.

It'll Be Like You Were Never Gone

Macarons from somewhere in QV.


Hobo jumper from the market.


Double rainbow on the way home from work, we were singing the Bed Intruder song in the car.


The day we played with play-doh at uni. Look at our house!


Breakfast at The Coffee Club - soo good!


We didn't realise there were a million New Moon posters behind us until after the photo was taken, I promise!


Ikea luff.


Giraffe Cafe card, isn't it cute!


Totes camwhoring with B's blue-eyed and brown-eyed kittycat.


Breakfast at Fandango's - mmm.. pesto scrambled eggs.


Sibling luff, clearly.


Brunch at Max Brenner's - banana bread, an unfinished chocolate pizza + chai latte.


What I bought with my first paycheck.

If you had not yet realised, these are just a few of the 3290840 photos I have taken on my phone. There are so many memories associated with the photos, which is why I can't bring myself to delete any of them. There are lots of funny family shots which I won't share here. :P There's something special about photographs, they are able to capture snippets of moments which could otherwise be missed and inevitably slip from our minds. Also, why the hell am I blogging when I have two assignments hanging over my head. Tooroo!

Something To Believe In

I saw the cutest little toddler the other day, she had a wild 'fro which matched her mum's and she was jumping up and down and her hair was going boing! boing! It was just the adorablest thing ever.


source: my bedroom wall which speaks the truth. :P

In other news, I think I spend way too much time online shopping. Or just shopping in general. I even enjoy grocery shopping. I actually like wandering through the aisles and looking at cake mixtures, the rows of frozen junk food, ooh-ing and ahh-ing at cute mugs and contemplating whether I should binge eat on all the fatty goodnesses.


source: my lecture notes.

"The Sallipesh coofed up lampix when Plony blites his baslurker." Oh, the things we learn at uni. Speaking of uni, I'm getting so confusement as to what I want out of it. I'm not sure whether I'm studying the right course anymore. Oh, bollocks.



Yes, I shall stand here and smile awkwardly at the camera.


jacket: ctn on, blouse: market, lost and found owl necklace (yay!): market


source: stephjay @ flickr

Now playing: Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever

Though we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling

Wake Me Up When September Ends

source: my itunes!

Angus and Julia Stone have taken over my playlist ..not that I'm complaining.


source: wildtortoise

On the day the Monash ho and I had lunch at Shanghai Dumplings (the food and prices were amazing btw!)..

D: Ugh, we keep running into people.
S: No we're not, we're running away from them.
D: There must be something wrong with us..


source: stephjay @ flickr

Now playing: Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

Oh, It's What You Do To Me

all images sourced from tumblr

Now playing: Angus and Julia Stone - Chocolate and Cigarettes

Blowing out the candles from my cake
I choke on the smoke as I look around the room
Everybody's wishing for no more mistakes
And all that I can think about is you

Restless

source: my bedside table - thanks to my lovely sister

The reason behind my short absence? I've been sick - but everything's hunky dory now!



I suspect that I got sick on Tuesday night, after I waited for over an hour on a lonely and rainy night to get picked up from the station. Oh boo hoo. What was I doing at uni at night? Music and art class. Art class was where I made the teddy-bear (shown above) out of recyclable materials..! We're so productive, wheow!


source: unevenworlds @ tumblr

I found this interesting.. "Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. What five words do you see?" The first words I saw were leave, rage, suicide and dread. Oh my, should I be worried?



Now playing: Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way